I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW SOMEONE CAN RUN A MARATHON?

I ran 14.5 miles this morning.

It was absolutely brutal and I hated every minute of it.

I was slow and went way over my estimated time.

It was the farthest I have ever EVER run.

But just to think that to run a full marathon I would have to run another 12 miles on top of that.

I think I'm loosing my motivation and desire.

(plus I had to get up at 4:50 am just to make it back in time for TJ to go to work)

I'm tired.