Memorial Day

Today was a pretty good day. I'm gonna pretend that I was happy it was rainy and cold. I had to run on the treadmill today because of the rain and that is ALWAYS HARD! Every second drags and all I can do is stare at the time and wish for the running to stop. A world of difference from running outside. Chloe went on some errands with TJ and Tallie and I played games while they were gone (Lexi was napping). It was some good one on one time for both of the girls. We took our library books back, I'm pretty sure they were overdue which means my running total of late fees just got higher. It stopped raining for a bit so Chloe begged me to push her on the swings (like she does everyday) I love it. We went to TJs parents house for dinner. A lot of people and a TON of food, like always, and now 5 lbs heavier.

At 6 AM TJ is off for the week to go on a high adventure hike with the young men in the ward. I'm jealous. I WOULD LOVE TO GO! They keep telling me I'm lucky I don't have to go because they are doing 50 miles. Yes that would be hard. But it would be great. Instead I will stay home. But I've got a fun busy week so I'm not too sad. I plan to buy a million flowers and plant them all. We are going to SEVEN PEAKS and the kiddos will be in heaven. I have a couple hair appointments (not to mention my own). We will go to dancing waters on Friday and play with cousins. It kind of sucks that TJ is gone this week cause this is my last big running week before the race and I can't go. I do have the treadmill but I can't run as fast or as long so I'm bummed about that.

I'm gonna miss TJ while he is gone. I hate sleeping alone. I hate knowing that he is not coming home at night. I hate that I'm gonna have to rock Lexi in the middle of the night when she screams because TJ won't be here to save me from the dirty work. It will be a LONG week that I'm sure will go by fast.