Easter

For Easter this year we stayed home and had Tessa and her girls over and Bob over since Mona is out of town helping Heather after her surgery. Since we have 2 o clock church we tried to make all the food as early as we could so we could play and have an our egg hunt and read scriptures and watch some church videos of Christs Resurrection. I really love this time of year and all that it means and brings and I have been so distracted and stressed out over all of my hair stuff that I feel like I totally let it pass me by and I missed it all. I I didn't prepare like I wanted to nor did I feel like I spent the time needed in teaching my kids about this special holiday. I'm crying as I write this. I feel regret about this whole month and guilty as I spent it in my dark little hole. In the midst of it all though I do know that Jesus loves me and that His hand is outstretched for mine to help me climb out. All I have to do is ask. And for that I am so grateful for my Savior and for His atoning sacrifice and for all that He went through. He is the only one who feels what I feel and who knows how to comfort me.